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Kitten followed Feronia to where she was sitting and sat down next to her, close enough that they were touching each other. This wasn't exactly a surprising move, and it was a safe gesture as well, one that didn't have any subtext for once. The Kitsune launched into an explanation that the biggest thing that needed improvement was flexibility. She had a good thing with the bird, but there wouldn't always be time, and it wouldn't handle range either. Her leg came up as a detriment, which stung a little, but the argument made sense enough...she'd need to figure out how to compensate. Plus there was apparently a need for hand-to-hand combat, which seemed a little silly to the Stillblood...she could conjure up steel at will...there wouldn't be a need for a straight fight like that as far as she was concerned. Still, she'd asked, it would be rude to be critical of the advice given. It wasn't like she could deny the need to practice...she'd panicked, frozen in fear. She'd only gotten involved because her life had been in immediate danger, and her actions had been far less than controlled. In a larger scale fight, she'd've been an easy target, and that galled her. Didn't make it any less true, but it hurt to think about. Kitten paused for a moment, allowing Feronia to nod and murmur, "thanks...not what I wanted to hear, but you're right...I got lucky more than anything...it's just...bird's all I've ever really done with my power..."
Feronia trailed off, morose, only to stiffen as Kitten opted not to take the less painful subject of why she'd limited herself that much, instead returning to the worst possible topic. And yet, she'd approached it without any heat, talking in a calm manner and making it hard to feel any strong emotion about the fact they'd gotten back here again. "Kitten...it's ok, really, it is. I'm sorry for badmouthing your girlfriend, I wouldn't have if I'd've known, but...I'm not her...I'm not comfortable doing that, not comfortable even thinking about it. The law is clear here, and I don't think it's wrong. Besides, it's not like I'm any different from any other Stillblood. We all deal with this. We all have to deal with this. Besides...I've never done it before, not even to an animal, which is ok if it was to be eaten soon...I don't trust myself to have the control I'd need. It's just...it's just a bad idea, ok? I'll be fine, I promise. I know you said not to bring this up, but I'll keep you as removed from it as I can...it'll be over in a couple hours, and it'll have been like it never happened. Ok?" The Stillblood more or less knew Kitten wasn't going to let it go at that, but with any luck she'd scored a couple hits. She wasn't going to do it...she couldn't...if it weren't for the respect she'd been gaining for the Kitsune she'd've gone ahead without asking if she could accept it. As is, she at least deserved to be talked into letting her do this...
Feronia trailed off, morose, only to stiffen as Kitten opted not to take the less painful subject of why she'd limited herself that much, instead returning to the worst possible topic. And yet, she'd approached it without any heat, talking in a calm manner and making it hard to feel any strong emotion about the fact they'd gotten back here again. "Kitten...it's ok, really, it is. I'm sorry for badmouthing your girlfriend, I wouldn't have if I'd've known, but...I'm not her...I'm not comfortable doing that, not comfortable even thinking about it. The law is clear here, and I don't think it's wrong. Besides, it's not like I'm any different from any other Stillblood. We all deal with this. We all have to deal with this. Besides...I've never done it before, not even to an animal, which is ok if it was to be eaten soon...I don't trust myself to have the control I'd need. It's just...it's just a bad idea, ok? I'll be fine, I promise. I know you said not to bring this up, but I'll keep you as removed from it as I can...it'll be over in a couple hours, and it'll have been like it never happened. Ok?" The Stillblood more or less knew Kitten wasn't going to let it go at that, but with any luck she'd scored a couple hits. She wasn't going to do it...she couldn't...if it weren't for the respect she'd been gaining for the Kitsune she'd've gone ahead without asking if she could accept it. As is, she at least deserved to be talked into letting her do this...