No. I've seen what that does to the people left behind more than once and it seems like a horribly cruel thing to do. So my self-victimisation doesn't extend to suicide.
I stole glitter clue from the newsagents when I was 9. Oh, and I had an employer who owed me $900 in wages and wouldn't pay, so I walked out in the middle of a wedding function I was managing and took a few bottles of alcohol with me.